For the first time, he didn’t ask her to go check the oil.
Later that night, alone in the mess with a seam ripper and a headlamp, Mira carefully removed her old propeller patch. The fabric underneath was a darker, untouched navy—a ghost of her former self. She pinned the new patch in place. Lightning bolt and gear. She thought of all the storms she’d fixed generators through, all the frozen nights spent thawing fuel lines with a heat gun while officers drank coffee on the bridge.
The manual was a thick, spiral-bound beast that lived in the locker room of CCGS Tecumseh , a medium endurance icebreaker. Most of her crew treated it like a fire extinguisher—they knew where it was, but hoped never to need it. The manual dictated everything: the precise 5-millimeter gap between gold stripes on an officer’s cuff, the exact Pantone shade of red for the “Safety” flash on a survival suit, and the heretical fact that ball caps were never, ever to be worn backwards. canadian coast guard uniform manual
“Systems specialist,” he said. “Good. We’ll need you on the drone launch.”
She stitched slowly, each pull of the needle a small defiance against the old way of doing things. The manual’s specifications were absurdly detailed: “Stitch density: 8–10 per centimeter. Thread: Nylon, Type III, color code CCG-145 (Gold).” But Mira understood now. The manual wasn’t about control. It was about dignity. Every rule, every precise millimeter, was a promise that every role on the ship mattered. That the person in the engine room deserved the same crisp respect as the person on the bridge. For the first time, he didn’t ask her to go check the oil
Mira laughed. “You’re joking.”
Mira smiled, touched the patch, and thought of the manual. It wasn’t just a book of rules. It was a mirror of who the Coast Guard was becoming—and who she had always been. She pinned the new patch in place
“Uniform Manual, Section 7, Annex B. I never joke about thread count.”