Ivan Dujhakov - Muscle Hunks A Russian In Paris Bollettini Memory Ex Apr 2026

Ex as in exercise . Ex as in exile . Ex as in ex-lover .

He puts the bollettini back in the tin. Closes the lid. In the dark of his fist, the memory ex pires—and begins again. Ex as in exercise

The of the city took him in. Not the chic models, but the underground: the Algerian boxers, the Armenian powerlifters, the exiled Czech gymnasts. They called him Le Colosse . He posed for life-drawing classes, not for art, but for the €20—a living statue with veins like rivers and a chest like a cathedral ceiling. He puts the bollettini back in the tin

They were small, yellowed slips of paper, stuffed inside a cigarette tin he’d bought at a tabac near Montmartre. Each one was a receipt of a life he barely recognized: a ticket to a forgotten wrestling match, a scribbled address of a gym that no longer existed, a stamp from a bathhouse on Rue des Blancs Manteaux. The of the city took him in

He is still a hunk. The muscles are softer now, draped in a shroud of skin, but the frame remains—a monument to a time when a Russian in Paris could be feared, desired, and forgotten, all in the same afternoon.

The Bollettini of a Lost Russian

He had arrived in Paris in the early 90s, a wall of a man with a shaved head and a passport that felt like a lie. The Soviet Union had just exhaled its last breath. But Ivan? Ivan was —a bear in a city of greyhounds. He didn’t speak the language of love; he spoke the language of iron, of grunts, of protein powder and chalk.