Monster Girl Dreams Diminuendo [ Web PLUS ]

She is seventeen feet tall, give or take a vertebra. Her horns curl inward like a question she has forgotten how to ask. Scales the color of a dying star flash beneath a too-thin nightgown. In the dream, she is always trying to fit inside a room built for someone else—a classroom, a café, a childhood bedroom with a twin bed her tail spills off of like a wounded river.

Her shoulder blade aches. Not with pain—with memory. A phantom weight where wings almost were. She touches the skin there, and for a second, it feels like velvet over bone. Like the dream is not finished with her yet. monster girl dreams diminuendo

She whispers, I’m sorry I take up so much space. She is seventeen feet tall, give or take a vertebra

But something is different tonight.

She remembers the first time she grew teeth that didn’t fit behind her lips. The orthodontist called it overcrowding . She called it becoming . At night, she would press her palm against the mirror and watch her nails darken into something closer to talons. She practiced retracting them before breakfast. She learned to laugh with her hand over her mouth. Monster , the other children said—but they said it like a color she shouldn’t wear. In the dream, she is always trying to