Mtv True Life | Im A Pornstar

“I finance my life just fine, T.”

“She’s new. You can tell. She still flinches when the boom mic drops. But she’s got ‘the look.’ The innocent thing. The audience eats that up.”

After three hours, it’s over. She showers for twenty minutes. She drives home in her Honda Civic, still wearing her stage makeup. She stops at a grocery store. A man in the produce aisle stares at her chest. She doesn't notice. She’s crying again. mtv true life im a pornstar

The camera follows her to a sterile, white warehouse on the edge of an industrial park. There are no neon signs. Just a steel door. Inside, it’s aggressively bright. She sits in a hair-and-makeup chair next to a man named (45, covered in barbed wire tattoos, chewing gum aggressively).

“Quit? Mark, I have $80,000 in student loans from a masters degree I never used. This pays for her braces. This pays for the roof. We are not quitting. We are surviving.” “I finance my life just fine, T

She hangs up. She stares at the ceiling. The camera zooms in on a framed photo of her as a high school valedictorian. Location: Las Vegas, Nevada. 11:00 PM.

The camera follows him to a mansion in the hills. It’s a shoot for a parody of Game of Thrones . The set is chaotic. Fake fur, plastic goblets, and twelve crew members vaping. Marcus is professional. He stretches like an Olympic athlete. But she’s got ‘the look

“You just go into your head. I design my dream kitchen. I think about my dog, Buster. You have to leave your body. If you stay in your body, you feel it. And you can’t feel it.”

“I’m not ashamed of the work. I’m ashamed of the system. But I’m still standing. And I haven’t talked to my father yet. Maybe next year.”